I know what it is like to feel totally alone in a crowded room. For every experience to be tainted by memories you cannot
forget. I couldn't tell anyone what had happened to me for five years. I was scared and embarrased but worst of all couldn't
face the possibility of people not believing me. In my head I told myself that they would do all they could to help if they
knew. It was my comfort and i wanted to keep hold of it.
After five years of living in constant fear i could no longer cope alone. I was desperate to be understood and felt the
only way I could be understood in the present was for people to know about my past. So out it came. I was raped by my father
at the age of 12.
This site aims to reach out to those of you who are in or have been in similar situations and to show you that you are
not alone. I made it through and am feeling more positive about the future with every day that goes by. On here I will share
my experiences of both past and present and hopefully show you that there is hope. No matter how dark a tunnel is, there is
always light at the end of it.